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pulling inward, being confined ▼


Hi, it's nice to meet you!

Before you come in, you should know that this site is under heavy construction—it's constantly changing and being added to.

There's a few nice things here already but there's so much more I want to share with you.

Unfortunately my bandwidth and data cap really suck, on account of this
shithole I live in.

I actually moved some months ago, to a much nicer shithole with much better internet! Now I only have to share the toilet with a couple other people, there's no faeces on the walls and no one accuses me of poisoning their food—but I will miss the "Cheers-like" atmosphere of entering the lobby and being greeted by name (also the free bread on Tuesdays and Fridays).

For now we'll just have to make do with what we've got.

So, why am I doing all this? Well, let me go into a little more d̶̨̡̨̨͖̥͓̼͕̰͓̭͔̥͓͍͈̞͖̭̫̬̓͊̍̓͐̇̌̍͆̀̓͒̓̈́̎̔̐̓͘͠ȩ̸̛̛͇̞̩͇͙̫͉͓̫̄̓̌̓͐̑̌̀͆̎́̎̈̈́̇͑̏͗̌̓̚͠͠͠t̵̢͖̝̮̱̯̼͖̭̎͗ą̸͖̱͎͉̻̘͕̼͎̜̝͇̟̩͍͎̖̺̖̭͖̿͊̍́͗̾̀̓̍̓̈́͗͘i̷̢͈͇͉̜͉̼̠͙͖̹̱͈̰͎̱͈͇̗̱̫̞͚͍̖͕͂͒̔̔̀̓̊̋͆͠ļ̷̛̛͕̺͑̂͐͆̄̓̈͊̐͐̂̌͒́̀̓̆̐͑͌͝͠.

Oh—and should you come accross anything "strange" here it's only because I'm drunk, mentally ill and/or the Mutable mode is dominant among the inner planets.

Yes, those are all great excuses for being a terrible human being.

Please enjoy your stay and don't forget: the moon was a waxing gibbous moon.




I see you've made it all the way down here, well done.

It sure is lonely 'round these parts ... most don't make it this far.

For all you intrepid sorts I have a few more bits and pieces for your perusal below.

There's no need to rush, take your time ... and promise you'll visit me again someday, OK?



What even is this site?
A monument to mental-fucking-illness
and wasting the last ten years of your life??

Answer me you coward!

  1. It felt good to be alone.
  2. He wished he was drunk,
  3. Thought about something he'd said,
  4. And how stupid it had sounded
  5. He knew he should forget about it
  6. And decided to piss, but he couldn't.
  7. A plane passed silently overhead,
  8. The streetlights, and the buds on the trees,
  9. And the night, were still.
  10. ‎
  11. It finally came. He took a deep breath.
  12. It made him feel strong, and determined
  13. To go back inside.
  14. ‎
  15. The light.
  16. Their backs.
  17. The conversation.
  18. The couples romancing, so natural.
  19. His friends stare,
  20. With eyes, like the heads of nails.
  21. The others.
  22. Glances.
  23. With amusement
  24. With evasion
  25. With contempt.
  26. So distant,
  27. With malice,
  28. For being a sty
  29. In their engagement,
  30. Like swimming underwater in the darkness,
  31. Like walking through an empty house,
  32. Speaking to an imaginary audience,
  33. being watched from outside, by no-one
  34. A song without a key
  35. He could not dance to anything.
  36. ‎
  37. Don left,
  38. And drove,
  39. And howled,
  40. And laughed,
  41. At himself.
  42. He felt he knew what that was.
  43. ‎
  44. Don woke up
  45. And looked at the night before.
  46. He knew what he had to do.
  47. He was responsible.
  48. In the mirror
  49. He saw his friend.
  50. ‎
  51. Years. It's been so long.
  52. Will I ever be able to function out there?
  53. In the real world?
  54. On my own?
  55. Will I ever get to lead a satisfying life?
  56. I ask that like it's someone else's decision.
  57. This life was wasted on me.
  58. If I'm ever given another chance,
  59. I'll waste that too.
  60. I couldn't help it. It's in my nature.
    61.

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